struggling to get through
So it has been a little while, okay quite a long while, since I visited to document my thoughts. That’s because the …
hospital woes
We have to do 208 hrs worth of shifts at the hospital, in antenatal clinic, harbison (the maternity ward) and birthing suite. …
connected
I woke up this morning with this tugging on my heart. This pulling. It’s almost a tangible drawing. I saw Stuart in …
dealing with grief
I have known a lot of grief in my life. For a while there it felt like I was just being hit …
faint pink line
My dear little child, Right at this moment you are a little ball of cells, snug and warm against the wall of …
first shifts
I have had two shifts at the hospital now, and I’m starting to get used to it. I’ve seen two more births, …
perfectly orchestrated
I’m sitting here in a room FULL of girls, listening to a lecture on the postnatal period of pregnancy. I’m bored out …
Intensive Intensive
The last two weeks of intensive have been quite intensive. The work load and information hasn’t been difficult to comprehend or remember, …
Toowoomba Cold
We found as we moved to Toowoomba, that we were really quite unprepared for how cold it would be. Nathan got into …
Treasured Life
There is such a big difference between a baby who is cherished and wanted and a baby left to face his first …